Been

(an attempt to write a song)

I've been mine and theirs
I've been here and there
Seen it all, done it all
Digged the hole, climbed the wall

I've been saved and cursed
been played and punished
Played my part, took a bow
lived the ups, cried the downs

why don't I ask you now
for that little joy?
The one that tears your soul
and makes you fall
why can't I ask you now
for that little pain?
The one that rips your heart
and drains your veins

I've been the one and only
I've been the untouchable one
felt like god on earth
fell straight to hell

I've been the better choice
Been the big mistake
dove to the endless bottom
raised to the infinite sky

why don't I ask you now
for that little joy?
The one that tears your soul
and makes you fall
why can't I ask you now
for that little pain?
The one that rips your heart
and drains your veins